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January 17, 2005
it's getting better
After five days off I brought my shaky almost well ass back to work. I am still feeling a little "out of it", I really do not remember ever being that sick before. Being sick is something that I never dealt with while I was using. I would stay high through illness, or perhaps the drugs were just killing all the bacteria along with me, I don't know.
Being sober and being sick is interesting. I almost feel high, the little bit of confusion and disorientation that accompanies fever reminds me of coming down from x.
It would be nice to be in warm weather,it was a bracing -17 at Lunds this morning. But, January is almost over and there will be only two more months in winter. I do love spring.
Posted by JimG at January 17, 2005 11:12 PM
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